Endless Winter

不屬於我的淚

2012-01-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

有你在~

2011-12-31T02:07:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile

2011-12-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

Three days left before my eighteenth years end.. Before 2011 becoming 2012..

Yes, it's the end again, saying goodbyes to the twenty-eleven memories. Aa, those memories.. And saying hello to a new year once more.

As usual, got to build another resolutions.. (which it always never last-longed) ==''
Stalking back my old friends, the ones that I met before I step into college. They're doing well, and good :) Conclusion, till the end of this year, everyone has got their improvements.. I'm happy for them.. Absolutely. I made my improvements too.. But, I was actually hoping more :/

在新的一年起，不管是路过还是不是，我要让所有身边的人都要看到我。。

2011-09-28T23:24:00.003+08:00

Listening to At The Beginning With You by Donna Lewis and Richard Marx.

Yes, I chose this song to be in my wedding proposal, it's romantic and meaningful for a newlywed couple.

Other than about my proposal, I love this song,because whenever I sees the title, it reminds me of every single thing, every thing that has a starter point.

But now, every new comers in my life.. Are like a burden for me. I know I might say it wrong, but.. Things out here really arent as fun as I expected when I was in high school. That little bit things would cause your whole image drop like hell. It only needs two seconds for you to turn ugly. People will just turn around and motherfucker you like that. It's been half a year that I've been trying so hard to blend in this whole new life. Getting home late everyday, having classes on weekends, getting up early everyday including Saturday and Sunday, talking to people that you wouldnt know what will he/she do behind your back. This is creepy. Im not hoping for a complicated life, really. Friends, one by one coming in, one by one going out too. Showing your bloody hell face to me, what is this ? It's either, "there's no one you can trust to" or "it takes time for trust". But whatha bout personality ?? Some people are just like shit to you, but why are we being patient to it ? Cant I just say "hey dude, who you think you are talking to me like that. And please dont fuckin' show your face like that to me again." *tightslaptothatperson*

SIGH.

It's either "we have to cope with it.. Get used to it. Chill." or "Sorry, I dont like you *talktothehandpls*".

And great, one minute ago, I just notice that Ms C just noticed it. Too late. Everything is changing do you even know that ? Everyone is changing, everything will change. LUAN !

Now I started to like Ms M. She has did the best choice ever among us ! *saluteher*

I should .. One day.. SOON.

I dont need them.. Maybe. But not until that day comes, I will <3 them as usual :')

Things That Happened o.O

2011-06-12T00:59:00.005+08:00

Some random pictures in college :D

Dining in the Samplings with beloved DEV mates :D

God has sent me a lovely birthday present :D

Field trip to Putrajaya International Convention Centre ~

Shaun by Shaun Liew's Fashion Show at college lobby xD

Last but not least, a guy by my side :)

2011-05-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

I've got nothing more to search since I've got you :)

2011-05-16T14:19:00.000+08:00

“安全感吗？我答应你：
1）无论发生什么事情，我都第一时间帮你。
2）我只爱你一个人。
3）你是我的初恋。我会好好地珍惜的。
4）你是我爱得最深的女生。
5）你是我生命中唯一和我妈妈拥有对我同样重要性的女生。
6）我发誓我不会和任何女生有太好的关系。
7）我天天都会信息你。
8）你将会是我第一位爱人，也将会是我的最后一位。
我爱你~ ”

2011-05-16T13:30:00.005+08:00

“请问你可以永远陪我走完我的一生吗？”

“那我们在一起好吗？当我和你在一起时，我真的真的好开心~我多想抱着你，不想放开你”

“看来你很喜欢婚纱哦~以后我买一件最漂亮的婚纱给你好吗？ <3 ”

“我答应你，我会尽量找时间陪你<3 我也答应你，我会减少打pool的时间，用那些时间来陪你聊天，吃东西，做assignment,去兜风。我会永远陪在你身边 <3 爱你=)”

“你放心~我一定会把房间整理得很好看的，我还会把整片墙壁贴满superjunior的海报=)”

“Just in case you got any problems, I wanna be the first person to help you <3 ”

“ I swear that start from today, I dont wanna let you go away from my side <3 ”

“你晒黑了，依然还是我最爱的Michelle <3”

Gold Forever ~

2011-05-08T14:43:00.004+08:00

5th & 6th May 2011

I've been thinking for a while before I posted up that post up to public. I even typed your name on it just to clarify that wish is for you. But I erased your name and clicked 'share'. It's just crazy like after I posted it up for one minute, some people would actually went and LIKED it =.= Well, I dont mind actually. The thing which makes me wonder was, why ? Lol
ANYWAY, the climax part was, something pop out.on my wall;
'........... likes your wall post'. Wtf My tears were rolling down my cheek. I was totally blank minded. After awhile, he thank me thru facebook message.

Brenda and I did our audition for Glee Club today. Lol. The conclusion is, we did worse than practice time. Ughh == No doubt, I was nervous :/ I never even do that kind of things during my high school ==" After the audition, the videographer and Karan; head of student department, came by and INTERVIEWed us. LOL. They're trying to make it like American Idol xD It's hilarious.

I had class replacement today, which was at 6pm ! Until 7.30pm. That's bad aite :/ But anyway, someone offered to accompany me :) So I took LRT instead of bus. We had our dinner first before we left ts. I know you treat everyone the same way ( =.= ) But still, thanks for accompanied and the white chocolate :) Thanks mummy for picking me up from BTS station ^_^

The next day, Friday, as usual, my favourite day of the week. Our Hi5 group, had a birthday gathering for Matthew ! So, while waiting, I just hang out around the college. And then, I persuaded Lorraine and Jewel for the audition ! Hahaha, and they did super well I supposed ? x)

Preparation for Matthew's Birthday surprise :D

The candles actually were blown off by the wind JUST right after he was ready to blow them off. LOL

Yay ! Hi5 group ! =D

After the celebrations, I stayed back for awhile and lepak-ed with Lorraine and Gillian :)
Weeliam texted to see if I stay until 4pm and we could have (lunch?) together. And so we did. With Raven too :D Hahaha. Then after that lunch thingie, I went to meet cousin Aud at Help ~

Night time, had yamcha session with ma babes !!! It's been a long time since we sit down together and chat ~~ Miss them so much <3

Have been in college for the third week. Going to the forth week.

2011-05-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

我知道，忘记是件轻松的事情，只要不看着，不想着，不记着，就忘记了，就像，烟火过后的天空。

Leafless Tree

2011-05-03T19:56:00.003+08:00

Just simply posted up my Buch student card x) Ehe

As I've mentioned, I need to draw something for my PDS class. And this is what I've drawn.

A LEAFLESS TREE :)

WHY ?
To those who wanted to know, can personally ask me, and I'll personally tell you.
Cause I'm too lazy to write it out xP

Below this, was given by Su Ann !! Cute right ? Sweet right ?
I like it very much :) Both the one who gave this and the thing :P
She bought four, for us four.
We hang it at our ID tag and you could hear bells ringing whenever we move ~ Lols

2011-05-01T09:58:00.007+08:00

Currently, I've did a presentation about Bruno Mars Concert event. Another one coming soon, wedding fair presentation. On Wednesday, Mr Ronald's class was damn bored out of the sudden! Gosh. I dont know how to stand on like this. After that, Malaysian Studies. Worse =.=" But thankgod got lengzhai kap, so dont have to be that bored. And the highlight topic of the day was all about Eunuch. Wtf speechless

I just hung out with SSEC staff last two days. Miss them so much, and the kids definitely too. I kept asking Ruby how's my Anthony :) Super miss him TT

Oh, one more thing, I think I've met a stalker ! Ever since this guy added me in facebook, I thought he was normal ! But he's not that normal == I even have the same class with him two days a week. Why I said he's abnormal, because

1. The way he approached to me in facebook. He gave me a bad impression.
2. The way he talked to me through facebook message.
3. He desperately asked for my number just like two mins after we chatted.
4. After I refused to give him my number, he kept on staring at me in class. How did I noticed that ? Easy, because he usually sit in the front row and he always 'have to' turn his head to the back. It's scary :/
5. When Im in ICT lab, out of the sudden he came into the lab from nowhere :O And sit beside me ! I pretended he's not there. And left that place asap ><

Scaryyy ==

Today is public holiday, so I dont have class in OIC! And no class for tomorrow too! Hurray!

He said, Mr Weeliam always got Miss Michelle here =)

Royal Wedding !

2011-05-01T09:36:00.005+08:00

29th April 2011

I am so excited and happy about it ! Although I tried so hard to not sleep during the three hours countdown. Somehow I felt asleep too :/ The wedding went on so perfectlyyyyyyy, or maybe not. Haha. Kate is so sweet :) And William is as gentleman as always ! And bridesmaids, maid of honor-Kate's sister, best man- Harry, little men, all were so cute !! Hahaha. I like it when they went on the carriage ride! Aww, it was so fairytale-ly ! <3 And the balcony kiss too :] I bet all the girls watching it, cant stop imagining being married to a prince xD

25th April 2011

2011-05-01T09:27:00.003+08:00

I went to visit SSEC today, this morning. Lucky my class starts at eleven. I just spent a half an hour there. It's been two weeks since I left there. The thing I'm fear of is that those kids couldnt remember me >< Well, Year4, what do I expect == I went to Ruby's class first of course. Both Anthony and Timothy were absent. I was so sad ==! SIGH

Today's class was Event Industry. We were given a task to do, that was, find a latest event and present about it in group of four. Shaun wants it to be tomorrow. Wtf == My internet just got down, I cant discuss anything with the group members. Seriously, I quite don't like this. . My course tutor created a group and share every single details or study materials there. Most of the lecturers require us to go refer and download the notes that they've put on the student portal. Nowadays people spreading information as though as they expect everyone will go online like everyday.

All About Buch

2011-04-25T12:46:00.007+08:00

Three days orientation from NINE to SIX. I had fun, because its all about.. Hospitality? Lol.

Well, I'll just simply brief out what had I done during my orientation. First day, some talks from VIPs. And as usual, ice breaking session. Our intake has the most students. They got us into twelve groups, with different social networks' name. And me, in Hi5. Lols. First working together was building up a tower with certain materials. We won unexpectedly ;D Since then, we started to have group spirit.

The next day, we had treasure hunt. Seniors tortured us like there's no other day. We ran up continuously from 11th floor to 14th floor and then back to 11th floor. And we didnt win. After treasure hunt, left Umobile talk. Most of my group and I didnt join the talk. We went to practice our drama. Lol. As we got the title 'Mulan VS Captain America', we turned it into a love story. A very stupid and lame love story. In the end, we didnt win also. But no one cares that anyway.

Third day was nothing much actually except for the drama performance. In the evening, we had a short meeting among people's of school of tourims and arts. And that's when we got our timetable. After the timetable thingie, they prepared a so called 'fire emergency practice' session. We actually WALKED down the stairs from the 11th floor to ground floor. And then they allowed us to take lift back up. My friend and I just sneaked back home after that. Lol. Well, that's about my full time orientation :)

What's next ? It's the weekends ! And I still need to spend another full time in KL. Working for PCFAIR. Anyone of you happen to see me there, yes, I worked as cashier for WesternDigital in Hall1. My booth was just right in front of the entrance door. I was there at ten in the morning till 9pm. I stood whole day and did not have time to take my lunch and dinner. Bought a sandwich just in case. And it was eaten by somebody ! >< SIGH. Second day, Sunday. My partner and I were expect double the yesterday or something. But it turned out the opposite way. I was so free to have my two meals ~ Oh yam Mckor bought me Mcds. How good of him when he knows I've no time to eat. Thank you very muchie. I actually did met Jasper, Jasonryan, Zhijune and Wenying too ! Lol, unexpected. Erm, anyway, my booth promoters were pretty funneh. All pro promoting, sweet2 talk ~ I had fun working although it was tiring for two days. I'll definitely wanted to try again, of course, and to meet the same promoters again. Certain promoters. Did I mention my first mistake of being a cashier ? I actually swept a total of RM699 from a credit card when it's actually just RM299 ! Please laugh out loudly.

Thank God, my first day, first class was not so early. It was at eleven on Monday, Professional Day. I had six subjects on my first semester. First class was Event Industry. I had Shaun as my lecturer. He's only 23 and he looks like Wilber Pan :P Anyway, it wont get bored having him in class, because he speaks damn fast and he's very funny. He act did asked us ti be kepo as an event student. Lol. Second, MICE event management. Hmm, we had this class mix with Jan intake students. Third subject, Management. Abit bored :O Forth, Personal Development Skills. I tell you this class, was totally different than the others. Because it's Ms Elizabeth. She had us have to draw a thing to describe ourself, which I've no idea on what to draw yet. Fifth, Malaysian Studies aka history in English. It was the longest class period, THREE HOURS ! ==" During my form5, my history class was never more than an hour ~ I quite love this class because we had DCA mixing with us =D Last subject, Windows Into Hospitality. We had DHM and DTT students with us. Hmm, well, first week mostly were all about introduction . We did ice breaking for several times, bored. Luckily I was qualify enough to not join the english class, which ends at six three days in a week :\

I'm quite afraid of assignments, presentation those things !

Second week of lessons begins ! ~

The Current Me

2011-04-19T18:30:00.002+08:00

NAME: Michelle Lim

AGE: 18

BIRTHDATE: 25th May

PRESENT ADDRESS: Cheras

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage= H2O

2. last phone call= SowLynn

3. last text message= LicTeng

4. last song you ever listened to= Gaseumi Yokhae

5. last time you cried= Hmm, not sure

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice= Yes.

7. been cheated on= Yes.

8. kissed someone & regretted it= No.

9. lost someone special= Yes.

10. been depressed= Yes.

11. been drunk and threw up= Nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. White

13. Purple

14. Blue

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend= Yes.

16. Fallen out of love= Yes.

17. Laughed until you cried= Yes.

18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.

20. Found out someone was talking about you= Erk ?

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list= No.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life= 80%

24. Do you have any pets=Yes.

25. Do you want to change your name= No.

26. What did you do for your last birthday= Hmm, had exam. But at the same time, had fun too.

27. What time did you wake up today= 0800

28. What were you doing at midnight last night= Practice my french roll

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for= the day till I meet him again. Muaahaa.

30. Last time you saw your Mother= yesterday.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = The way I think probably ?

32. What are you listening to right now = Nothing.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = No.

35. Most visited webpage = Facebook, twitter

37. Nickname = Mic, miclim

38. Relationship Status: Single mingle

39. Zodiac sign = Gemini

40. He or She = She.

41. Elementary = SKBTHO 1

42. High School = SMKBTHO 2.

43. University = BUCH

44. Hair color = Dark brown

45. Long or short = Not long not short

46. Height =159 cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yes.

48. What do you like about yourself? = Hmmm nice hearted

49. Piercings = Two.

50. Tattoos = Nope.

51. Righty or lefty = Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery= None.

53. First piercing= Ear.

54. First best friend= Hmm named Ashley

55. First sport you joined= Sprinting.

56. First vacation= S'pore.

58. First pair of trainers= I forgot.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating= Rice

60. Drinking= Nothing

61. I'm about to= Shower ~

62. Listening to= None.

63. Waiting for= Next job ~

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?= Of course.

65. Get Married?= Always.

66. Career?= Event planner

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes= Both !

68. Hugs or kisses= Both !

69. Shorter or taller= Taller

70. Older or Younger= Hmmmm..

71. Romantic or spontaneous= Both !

72. Nice stomach or nice arms= Stomach ~

73. Sensitive or loud= Erm..

74. Hook-up or relationship= Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant= trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger= Nope.

77. Drank hard liquor= Nope.

78. Lost glasses/contacts= Lost.

80. Broke someone's heart= Perhaps.

81. Had your own heart broken= Yes.

82. Been arrested= Nope.

83. Turned someone down= Yes.

84. Cried when someone died =Erm, nope.

85. Fallen for a friend = Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Of course.

87. Miracles = Yes.

88. Love at first sight = Yes.

89. Heaven = Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

90. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.

91. Did you sing today? =I did.

92. Ever cheated on somebody?= No.

93. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?= Four months back.

94. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = Xmas night or after that.

95. Are you afraid of falling in love?= Kinda.

96. Posting this as 100 truths?= Nope.

97. Love yourself?= Yes.

Different Sunday

2011-04-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

Today's Sunday is far different than previous Sundays. The previous Sundays, no matter how tired, how awful the day was, you know what I mean when it's the end of the Sunday and you'll have alil symptoms of MondayBlue. But for me, not such a thing. It'll be an exciting Sunday for me, especially reaching the end of the day. That feeling was... Really good. Why is it so ? O.o

But from today's Sunday onwards, I will never have this good feeling anymore. I will never get to feel this good when it comes to the end of Sunday. That's how far different when I wont be excited anymore waiting for the kids to call me, laugh with me, play with me, bully me, smile with me, wishing them good morning everyday, touching their heads, praising them, hugging them ~

And my orientation in Berjaya is next Wed ! Omo :O

Imissleyaoyujunanthonyterrytimothyqixuanch'ngeunathanielaidangoisseyxiwenjonathankhyewenyanyiethanasherxiangshenghoiken ~

Michelle姐姐 love you all <3

2011-04-10T10:55:00.000+08:00

2011-04-03T18:22:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I'm weak too. And sometimes, I had a thought of giving up. I can have this terrible, awful and heartless feeling whenever it comes to my mind. Which no one would understand. Therefore, I'm not asking nor hoping for any comforts.

習慣就好習慣就好一個人在夜裡繼續的奔跑
卻發現再也聽不到自己的心跳

Another Two Weeks

2011-03-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

First of all, people might be curious what did I get for my SPM. I know. Keke. It was a not bad results laa. On that day, I didnt spent so much time with friends and teachers in school. Cause I've already got plans. Thanks to Licteng jiejie, she was there with me for the whole day. We went to Korea Plaza in Ampang as planned. And then had Sushi Zanmai :) Before going home, we even had the opportunity to visit Berjaya University College of Hospitality. And I have to say, its awesome =)

You guys might think what am I up to now. Well, on last Saturday, I've just signed up in that college ! Lol. Yes, I tagged along my whole family (my father is an exception), and they were amazed with Berjaya. That's how and why its so costly. I'm taking Diploma in Event Management and its starting in April. It's actually quite a heavy load because of the payment @@ And I have so much of complication with that thing. Oh Lord, please help me. Jebal.

Anyway, will tell you guys more during my orientation.

I have to thank Sow Lynn for the overnight. I had her with me one night, and she's there for me when I signed up for my college too. Of course, I feel so much loved with her =)

9th of April will be my last day in SSEC, which is a Saturday; Sports Day. I'll definitely miss those teachers and kids :'(

2011-03-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

13th March 2011
今天经过篮球场时候，突然很像停下来，什么都不做，只站着默默地看着那场地。。可是我偏偏跟心作对，告诉自己，不是说好要活得好，不再想这些了吗？

17th March 2011
天啊，我的病还没好呐== 今天他换了新照片，没两样，还是那么帅 =）可是同时，心依然有点痛的。。我知道，我需要的是时间。看见你过得那么快乐，我知道我该放手了。我也要过得开心。我想证明给他看，我也可以过得好。是你说的，真真的希望就是要获得好，才能看得见。

22nd March 2011
昨晚竟然梦见你~ 在梦里看见你，真的好像在现实中看得见你一样。那梦里告诉我，那就是你现在的生活和现在的样子。整个梦都好真。有点被吓倒，而且是直接醒来了。醒了之后，好难过，好像哭出来。虽然梦里没什么特别的内容，可是...还是没想到你会出现在我梦里...

28th March 2011
我知道这样是不对，可是就一个晚上，让我再想一想他，行吗？

Super Show 3 in Malaysia

2011-03-24T22:47:00.009+08:00

SUPER SHOW 3
BUKIT JALIL STADIUM
19th March 2011, 6PM

URI SARANGHAEYO SUPER JUNIOR O-YE-O ! =)

ARE YOU READY ?! =)

2011-03-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

YES I AM ! =)

Dream High < 3

2011-03-16T15:01:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the final episode of Dream High ~ So sad :(

2PM Taecyeon & Kim Soo Hyun

2PM WooYoung & IU; They're not the main actors, but I like them ! Cute couple ;P

Watched Soo Hyun instead of Taecyeon ~ Hahaha

My favourite scene of all ! This was when final episode ;)

2011-03-16T12:57:00.001+08:00

我想有一个美好结果
为何最后总是来不及
相信有一天变成过去
现在分开无所谓　
就当一首短短插曲

我不害怕
反正不会太差
有时候需要放下
才能看见向前的步伐
放手总带不走一些牵挂
一些忘不掉的牵挂

Oh because I miss you　
Yes I miss you
想你在心里种出一棵大树
Yes because I miss you
要走的不能抓的住
我也很想告诉我自己　

不能哭
Yes I miss you
有一天我不会在你掌心
紧紧握住
我们的幸福
我把所能给的全都付出
我很满足

就算眼泪快要夺眶而出
我会忍住...

I Miss You Already

2011-03-13T08:47:00.002+08:00

It was really the last time.
I cried for awhile. But I know I need to control myself. He's right, keep in touch with him would have given me hopes. Now I understand what you mean by 'keep in touch' when you said so.
Everything you said was just youunderstandyouunderstandyouunderstand.

Damn shit lo, I have to control myself, stop myself from giving any response =="
SIGH

"True hope is to live well and good, because then only I got the chance to see it... And to live well and good, is to enjoy and treasure every single day...No matter is happy or unhappy, face it, its a blessing..."

I will live on well from today onwards...

Marcher ;P

2011-03-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

Ahhh, Event management is not going to be easy for me !

Anyway, I'm looking forward to the next event in SSEC, which is Sports day ! Hahaha. It's gonna be in April. So the kids have already start practicing. I'm the marcher for Red House weyh ! And I'm super excited ! ;D

MISS YOU, TERRY ! GET WELL SOON PLS

Weird Birthday ?

2011-03-09T22:50:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since I'm here. Yeah i know, recommended awesome videos instead of writing stories :\ I should know better why am I not writing anymore. I mean.. It's like.. The lost of sense of blogging. I still remember how I used to like, blog every single day ~ The problem is not Endless Winter, in fact, even facing my diary too.

These few days, I went to bed quite late at one am, I dont feel like sleeping at night when it's the right time to sleep. Yesterday I had this dream, it's about my birthday :) Lol. First time I had my big birthday party and I invited many guests. It's kinda funny lorh, my relatives from Sabah fly all the way to my house to attend my party, with all the luggage along. And my the X'mas three I decorated with AngpauS during Chinese New Year was right there (my dream) too ! x) But it's taller and my friends will bring their own red packet and hang there themselves, with their wishes written on the paper :) Awww, that's the nicest part in my dream ! Haha. Anyway, I dont look happy or excited in the dream, I was actually realize all these were quite... Weird ? I will never throw a birthday party :\

Recently got many extra works in SSEC; my work place. Next week is school holiday ! And SSEC will be having a trip to Dinosaur Land ~ Terry and Anthony are going :( I refused to go because of the rm50 payment :\ Gotta save money for next trip !!

Photos to share :)

SJ M =)

2011-03-02T22:56:00.001+08:00

萧闳仁 - 太自由

2011-02-25T21:22:00.001+08:00

2011-02-22T16:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, something happened and I wasn't alone for the whole day. Perhaps that's a good thing.
Thanks to Arvind, for he was there for me until four. Thanks to Weiling and Sowlynn, they both came to my house at four and were with me until eleven in the night. And when I was asleep, my aunt was there. Haha, and I woke up like just another day :)

20th Feb 2011

2011-02-22T16:34:00.003+08:00

It's Sunday anyway. My first makeup class. My lecturer is a MAN, named DAYSON. If you come across his name on any magazine, that's him :) I also got my makeup set already.

Seriously, I am so wanted to go school ! I wanna be a student back. Tomorrow is gonna be a big day for F6 ~ STPM results. Good luck to Mr Chok ! =)

SS3 + Farewell Party

2011-02-22T16:13:00.003+08:00

Yahooo ! Guess what ? I bought Super Show 3 tickets !!!
It was at Sgwang last Saturday when Cousin Licteng and I planned to reach there by seven. We did woke up early and took bus to Sgwang. We reached at around 0730. The crowds were already unbelievable. After queueing up for hours, finally its TEN. Tickets started selling out. You'll never know, everyone, I mean most of them were actually aiming for Terrace tickets, the one I'm buying it. OMG. Balcony seats were bad sales instead. Including Rockpitt. We nearly give up terrace and were planning on buying Rockpitt. But we took the risk. And also because we dont want another queueing session =.= So, when its our turn, we just take whatever it is given, we got terrace seats but not-so-good seats :( Its D.
But... Better than standing for hours throughout the concert I think ?
I received a text from cousin Licteng on Sunday Morning, telling that SS3 tickets presale news was on newspaper. Within four hours, 90% of the tickets were already sold out ! Amazing ;) *claps* I knew it, because we went there at 7.30am and got the tix at 1.30pm. I cant stop smiling everytime I look at the tickets :DDDD I know it's crazy when young people do this, but worth it ! Excited for the next three weeks ! :)

Cousin Licteng is back to her studies in IMU. The hostels were nice =)
PS; IMU is just beside Bukit Jalil Stadium :P

At night, went to Jean's farewell party. Thanks to Jasmine, her effort for the little tv ^_^
I stayed there until eleven. And the sad thing is, I cant make it to the airport on her leaving day... Because I got class *cries* :(

19th February

Chinese New Year'2011

2011-02-22T15:18:00.009+08:00

The night before chinese new year
2nd Feb

My favourite DAY TWO at dw !

Pavillion

Unforgettable Moment

2011-02-05T22:58:00.004+08:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

我沒有很想你 ...

2011-02-05T19:25:00.001+08:00

我沒有很想你
我只是在早上醒來的時候，看看手機，有沒有你發來的信息,有沒有你的未接來電

我沒有很想你
我只是在上網的時候，首先關注你的空間，看看你最近是不是有更新

我沒有很想你
我只是在聊天的時候，翻閱你發給我的簡訊，看著你的照片，回憶一下那些美好時光

我沒有很想你
我只是餓了，想你會餓嗎，冷了，想你會冷嗎

我沒有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一對對裡有我們

我沒有很想你
我只是把你的來電調成唯一的鈴音，放在我身邊，並不時的看看是否自動關機，是否信號良好

我沒有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的時候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那該是多幸福的事啊

我沒有很想你
我只是在聽歌的時候，偶爾會被某句歌詞擊中，腦中出現短暫的空白

我沒有很想你
我只是想看看你的樣子，聽聽你的聲音

我沒有很想你
我只是在別人無意提起你的時候，愣在那裡，不知答話

我沒有很想你
我只是在睡前緊握著手機，等待著你的情話，等待著你說晚安

我沒有很想你
我只是睡不著的時候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因為睡不著而想你，還是因為想你而睡不著

我沒有很想你
我只是在每次醒來的時候，第一個想到你

Yes Yes Yes

2011-01-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

TEN ARE YOU’S
1. Are you single - Yes.
2. Are you happy - Yes.
3. Are you bored – No.
4. Are you naked - No.
5. Are you a blonde - No.
6. Are you moody – No.
7. Are you a lover/hater - lover =)

TEN FACTS
1. Name – Michelle
2. Nicknames – mic, mish
3. Any birth marks - Yeah.
4. Hair color – Black
5. Natural hair color - Black
6. Eye color - Dark brown
7. Height - 159cm
8. Mood - Waiting.
9. Favorite colour – White, purple
10. One Place You Want to Visit - Korea !

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Do you believe in love at first sight – Yes.
2. Do you believe in soul mates - Err, boleh laaa.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes.
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - Yes.
6. Ever had your heart broken? - Yes.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - No. Haha.
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - No.
9. Who was the last person you hugged? - My cousin.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - My besties ;)

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - love.
3. Cats or dogs – Cats.
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - A few best friends are enough for me =)
5. Television or internet - Internet.
6. Chinese Or Indian - chinese.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – Romantic night in.
8. Money or Happiness - happiness.
9. Night or day - Day.
10. Msn or phone - Hmmm.. Both.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – Yes.
2. Been skinny dipping - No.
3. Bungee jumped – No.
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker – no.
5. Lied to someone you liked – yes
6. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – No.
8. Cried yourself to sleep? - Yes.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – Yes.
10. Wanted to disappear – Yes.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Smile :)
2. Light or dark hair – Anything la.
3. Hugs or kisses - both.
4. Shorter or taller – Taller.
5. Intelligence or attraction – Any both will do :)

6. Romantic or spontaneous - Both.
7. Funny or serious - both.
8. Older or Younger - I used to say older, but now, it really doesnt matter to me :)
9. Outgoing or quiet - outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad Ass – sweet

TEN HAVE YOU’S
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yes.
2. Ever done drugs – no.
3. Ever consumed alcohol? - yes.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – no.
6. Ever Been on a dance team - yes.
7. Ever been on a sports team - yes.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yes.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - No.
10. Ever been in a rap video? - No.

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - Omma.
2. Last person you hung out with - darling and darling's darling. HAHA.
4. Last time you worked – Still working. Lol.
5. Last person you texted - Darling

6. Last person you liked - Xiao di di, who dont have -ed =)
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - My besties =)
9. Last thing you missed – Hmm..
10. Last thing you ate - Rice

LAST PERSON TO
1. Sleep beside you? - Weiling
2. See you cry? – Mmm.. Cant rmmber
3. You went out to dinner with? - family =)
5. Flirt with you? - @@
6. Ask you out? - Darling
7. Made you laugh? - My cousins.
8. Play something with you? - My cousins.
9. Argue with you? - Mum ?
10. Yell at you? - Hmm, cant rmmber.

ARE YOU
1. Simple or complicated? - complicated.
2. Retarded? - no.
3. Funny or Stupid? - Both ? Haha
4. Happy or Depressed? - both
5. Emo? - Abit.
6. Sympathic? - yes
7. In love? - Perhaps.
8. Hated? - yes.
9. Quiet or loud? - Loud.
10. Bored or excited? - Both ?

DO YOU PREFER
1. Flowers or candy? - Flowers.
2. Gray or black? - black.
3. Colour or Black and white photos? - Color.
4. Sunrise or sunset? - sunset.
5. Staying up late or waking up early? - staying up late.
6. Pizza or burguer? - pizza.
7. Boys or grls? - boys
8. Tumblr or Facebook? - Facebook.
9. Blonde or red? - Red
10. Piercing or tattoo? - piercing.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. Do you like anyone? - yes
2. Does he know it? - yes =)
3. If no, are you gonna tell him? -
4. Why? -

DO YOU PREFER
1. Sun or moon? - moon.
2. Winter or Summer? - Both
3. Left or right? - right.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? - best friends.
5. Sun or rain? - Sun
6. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? - Chocolate
7. Vodka or Jack Daniels? - vodka.
8. Coke or Pepsi? - doesnt matter.

UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? - Erm, not really
2. Are you double jointed? - Nope.
3. Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? - Yeah
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? - Yes.
5. Can you cross your eyes? - yes.
6. Do you make your bed daily? - Err, no haha

QUESTIONS
1. Which shoe goes on first? - right.
2. Ever thrown something at someone? - yeah
3. On average, how much money do you carry with you? - Less than 50 ? Hee
4. What jewellery do you wear? - Not really.
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - cut it.
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? - no
3. Favorite ice cream? - I dont really eat ice cream
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? - None
5. What’s your favorite beverage? - Yogurt drink =)
6. Do you cook? - Often

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU
1. Had a relationship? - Nope.
2. Bought something? - yes.
4. Sang? - yes.
5. Been hugged? - yes.
6. Felt stupid? - yes.
7. Missed someone: - yes.

LASTS

1. Last Alcoholic Drink: - Japanese forget what name ady. Lol
2. Last Car ride: - to dw
3. Last Movie Seen: - Rapunzel
4. Last Song Played: - Let me think about it by ida corr

2011-01-28T00:14:00.002+08:00

It's almost a week ! And Timothy is still absent. But I managed to see him for awhile when I went out to get Anthony from his car :) Tomorrow gonna have a small festive party to celebrate CNY with the kids. Teachers gonna have to wear red :O

Everyone is getting sick, even the children =(
Please take care everyone ! Chinese New Year is just around the corner !

Baby Are You Down ?

2011-01-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

25th Jan 2011
Happy Birthday to Stanley !
Last Saturday I did not attend to his 21st birthday party. I was really planning on to attend at first until I realized the number of people going, 40+ and I only know less than ten of the forty =.= But at the same day, mum wanted to bring us to Sunway for Japanese buffet with her colleagues. It's Sunway weyhh ! Okay, I know it's not a big deal. Because I dont get to go there often, so I was excited.

I walked around Sunway Pyramid, at the same time I do not feel good... I looked at the people passing by me, even though it's only a tiny little hope... .
That night, I'm really tired.

Next day, as usual, class on Sunday. But started later at one till six. I went out from house earlier because I made a.. so called appointment lol. And I was late ! =.= But still, spent an hour lunch outing with Jing Sheng :) And and, thanks to him for bringing me to this shop and I had my Ryeowook key holder ! Muahahaha ;D Then, I was also slightly abit late to class, eheh. And damn sleepy during lesson. It's not bored, it's just.. I slept at four that morning @@ After class, thanks to Celine and Penny for the ride. Conclusion of Sunday, I met nice people, nice conversation but... I'm still tired... And I missed him :(

It's Monday again ! I'm happy to be back to work :) But I was kinda late than usual that morning :/ Timothy was absent I wondered why.

Tuesday; I work tilled 4.30pm and that was tiring man ! Went home, laying on my bed less than ten minutes, suddenly sis said we're going to Timesquare =.= Reached there, we ended up shopping at Sgwang instead of Ts.

Ms Hew said I looked down recently =O

2011-01-25T00:20:00.001+08:00

I am sho sho lazy to blog.

Im up to CNY mood ! Hurry up hurry up !

2011-01-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

Late updated photos on Christmas night and the day after ~

Paparich + The Park :)

2011-01-24T23:21:00.002+08:00

PIcs on 13th :)

2011-01-17T13:52:00.003+08:00

2011-01-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

Ahh, I was seriously tired and sleepy today. Last night only slept for three hours. And then got up for work. Arvind took lift, so I had to handle everything today. Coincidentally collecting message book have to go it today ==||| So, I went up and down carrying books alone. Pastingpasting messages, pick up calls, passing message, call up to the parents.. Woah, all came in in one time ! Mygawd. Perhaps, the busier the better ? I didnt realize it was already eleven :] I texted sis to see whether I could have lunch with her. But the tiredness was no longer there when I saw Timothy.. And of course, ANTHONY too ! ;DDDDDD He spoke to me today, and only that I know actually he speaks english. Haha. He's uberrrrrrrrr CUTEEEEEEEEEE !

Came home after lunch, facing desktop until around five, planning to sleep. But went to take my bath instead. Thought could help to cheer up ~ But still, lied down and slept. Mdarling calls and said she's coming over to take things. I said okay. But actually I havent pack the things that she wants. Lol. Second call from her, saying that she's already outside. I got up, grabbed my clothes and stuffed into a plastic bag and opened my drawer to take iron curl hair thingie.. And my bad :/ I forgotten the iron thingie I brought back to dw last time :O So sorry >.<

Cube Stars

2011-01-14T20:59:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was a super duper great day to me ! I got the chance to see korean artists from Cube entertainment. Guess who is coming to Malaysia ?! Beast ! 4minute ! and G.na ! The concert starts at around eight fifteen after Royce the MYfm dj mastered the ceremony. He did some talking with them too. I didnt know he speaks perfect English :/ The concert ends at you'll-never-guess-how-late-it-can-be, 9.30pm =.= The duration was so short :( G.Na sang three songs, 4Minute sang 5 five songs while Beast sang.. 5-6 songs ~ Hmmm... But still, I enjoyed ! Haha, although I worked there and it's kinda not so free to do anything.. But thanks to Kaechun and the others who accompanied :) After the show, we left around eleven and supper at BRJ. Back home at 12.30am. Thanks for the ride, Kaechun :) And then chitchatting with sis, in the end slept at three :O The worse part is, I gotto work the next day :/ Anyway, I'll just summarise and few more photos will be uploaded soon.

G.Na is so pretty in person than seeing her in her music video. In addition, she's good in speaking English. During the interview, she dont need a translator xD Seriously she looks beautiful without her blonde hair. I just watched her new teaser this evening, and it's not blonde ;P

Awaiting for her new song ! Hwaiting, G.Na ! =)

Geojyeojulgge Jalsara ~~

Next one, 4 Minute, they look no difference in tv, as pretty and hot as usual :) Throughout their performance, they praised us 'bagus ~' 'Good job~' LOL Hyunahhhhhh ~~~

Meoli bootuh balggeut ggaji.. HOT ISSUEEEEE, HAH ! x)

And last oneeeeeeeee, Beauty is the BEAST !! ;D There were only five who turned up, Kikwang aka AJ was absent. Anyway, I saw Doojoon :P He took off his jacket during the performance ! OmoOmoOmo :O They're all looked so real that I couldnt bear to blink my eyes so that I wont miss seeing them every second x) And, Yoseob is really cute in person. The awesome part was seeing them dancing, especially SOOM part !

So beautiful, my beautiful, nothing better than you ~~ :)

You you you you you you you ;D

2011-01-13T13:55:00.001+08:00

爱，一直在你离开，不是爱
所以爱，谁都可爱都应该，期待幸福未来
明白，我努力明白现在，沉默的现在痛说不出来
我猜，一个人乱猜然后从伤害慢慢释怀放开
你说我可爱，拥我入怀我的心跳变快却实在
你说不可爱，转身要离开傻傻站在，黑白人海
不必自己装可爱爱，
已不在你离开，带走爱所以爱，
既然可爱也可拆，什麽幸福未来
明白，你说的明白现在，结束的现在痛看不出来
我猜，就别管我猜泪偏偏不乖这时候掉下来
你说我可爱，拥我入怀我的心跳变快却实在
你说不可爱，转身要离开傻傻站在，黑白人海
不必为你装可爱，我不可爱
你说我可爱，拥我入怀怎么心跳变快不实在
说我不可爱，转身就离开幸福之外，黑白人海
也许早该割爱，
只是我现在...渴爱

2011-01-12T17:05:00.002+08:00

Mystery mystery ~~

Getting sleepy during work. Little Anthony is still absent.
See and observe people around me, things that they do, places they go.. Somehow I see so many branches. Some even going hundred times far, I dont know should I give up or not. Okay, anyway, I wanted to congrats my friend who got to go Korea to further her studies. I'm just too excited for her ! :D

I wish I were more important than sleep :/

2011-01-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

` Passed my driving test on 28th Dec !

` Hangout with AmirAsyraaf on 4th Jan and successfully forced him to buy Autumn's Concerto ! Kekeke.

` Got my second concert job !

` Went to KLCC Edufair on 8th Jan with Mdarling. Met a few friends there too ^^
After Edufair, went to Sgwang shopping ! And I bought a cap :P At night, went for a interview with Mdarling and Inez along at Taman Midah. After supper at BRJ, went home at eleven pm.

` On 9th Jan ( yesterday), went for morning badminton with Stanley ! =) See, at least I did some sports within these few months x) Around evening, went to OiC at Masjid Jamek and paid for the registration fees. What registration ?? I'm taking bridal management course. It wont be too long, just six months and weekend class :) So, any yamcha and outing session still on ! ;D

` Any other updates will post soon ! Take care everyone ;)

P/S; I miss my cousins, I miss my besties, I miss Gammarians, I miss little Anthony, I miss little Xiang Sheng and I miss CTK =)

When the door closes

2011-01-01T14:49:00.000+08:00

[DONGWOON] Before saying your last farewell to me
Please stop for just a moment, and look at me while smiling
[DOOJOON] Stay for just a bit, you who had given me light to me
Even if it’s the end, I don’t want to show you my tears so

[DOOJOON] You~
[DONGWOON] (While putting on a smile for you)
[DOOJOON] I say thank you, for making these happy memories
[DONGWOON] (Shining with an awkward smile)
[DOOJOON] I’m sending you away like this but

[DOOJOON] When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I’ll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I’m left alone
I wish that you’ll be happier

[DONGWOON] When I let go of this hand now
I’ll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another’s embrace, I’ll try to smile

[DOOJOON] At the end of your long relationship with him
Please know that it’ll be me standing there, waiting
[DONGWOON] Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him
[DOOJOON] I’ll try to promise that I’ll make you smile even more than those times but

[DONGWOON] You~
[DOOJOON] If you show me your tears
[DONGWOON] And say that it’s difficult, because there is only farewell by that person’s side
[DOOJOON] While I hold onto your hand, with a blank expression
[DONGWOON] I’m holding onto you like this but

[DOOJOON] When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I’ll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I’m left alone
I wish that you’ll be happier

[DONGWOON] When I let go of this hand now
I’ll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another’s embrace, I’ll try to smile

[DOOJOON] My heart has become weak
Before I can be with you again
[DONGWOON] So that you
Won’t see me while my tears come out
[DOOJOON & DONGWOON] Please don’t look back and just go

[DOOJOON] When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I’ll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I’m left alone
I wish that you’ll be happier

[DONGWOON] When I let go of this hand now
I’ll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another’s embrace, I’ll try to smile

[DOOJOON] When this door closes

2010-12-29T04:21:00.002+08:00

"But as long as I like u I'll try myself to grow more matured"

2010-12-28T23:59:00.004+08:00

After a holiday week with family relatives and done my eleven hours of driving class, my mum, bro and I went back to KK ^_^ Aahh, I still called it as my hometown. The purpose of going back was to attend a wedding dinner. Aunty Li Yan has finally tied the knot :) Good date to have wedding dinner on Christmas night. She looks pretty as usual and I love her night gown :) Hmm, something lack of was the restaurant's services. And.. Wedding management so-so only. Mum met her friends at there too. At eleven, we went back. The next day, we were invited to the bride's house to join the fun. So we went at around eight. As usual, the bridegroom was having tough time :P After eating, Shanjiejie and I doesnt know what to do, so we just walk around the living room, chatting with the kids, taking pictures :) After tea-drinking, the couple and the relatives straight to KL to the bridegroom's side and they'll be having another night dinner at KL ~ None of our business already, so can balik. Haha. around noon, I went back to KL also ~ Went back on Sunday, means I have to face my driving test soon, which was on the 28th, Tuesday.
*photos coming up soon

You wont know how did I feel the day before my driving test, it was worse than the day before taking spm. But I somehow manage to stabilize my emotions by few people around me. They gave me supports, advices and even ways to prevent nervous. Lols. I just feel like laughing when I recalled back their jokes. Chatting chatting in the end slept at around two in the morning. 7.30am; I almost late to the appointment. Around eight to nine when we reached Bangi institute, I was pretty shocked. It's really loads of people o.O Remember one of my driving class, I lost my focus when people are watching me ;/ We; from the same office, were told that we're in second session, which was at around eleven. Ohmygawd. So the girls started chatting, talking and gossiping. We watched how the others did and it was not suprise to see they make mistakes like drop off the hill, sound of poles falling down. Lol. It reminds me when Wen Ying said he laughed at those who made this stupid mistake x) Soon, my session's turn. We went registered and took our number. My number thirty-nine ! We had our seats according to our numbers. I met 38, a malay guy. He's superb friendly and knows mandarin and cantonese ohh. Haha. At first I could see he was as nervous as me when I heard he kept on mumbling 'lulus lulus' Hahaha xD Then when number one off, we started to observe the others ~ Congrats to number 27 Carmen :) And then number 37 Kailee :) And then awaited for my turn. After finished doing the three things(second task), went to sign the form and met 38 at there. Congrats he passed too :) We walked together to the third task pulak. At one, JPJ people told us to take a break. After break, immediately a number of numbers were called including 39. There're four of us , three of us passed :) Good job to the guys too. And then I took the form to the office and met 38 again. He passed on the road too ! Haha, we were like so happy and relieved. Finally Ah Ooi fetched us back at 3smtg. I feel happy because I met few awesome friends =) And most important, I got P license at last and I dont need to go back to the place. Ticked; another task settled on the list.

From the month Aug, I never listen to the songs anymore. I just couldnt bear to listen to the rhythm. Perhaps the two songs should just disappear from my life forever. That's our farewell songs ~

Everyone seems back to where they belong. He has his long-lost group back, she has newly freshly occupied friends. And me ? Haha, occupied by cousin and family (L) Whatever it is, earlier prediction already.

What took you so long. Supper for four hours =.= Where are you

December Holidays =)

2010-12-28T19:38:00.004+08:00

Pavillion day =)

The Gardens & Midvalley ~

I-City ~

The Genting Trip

2010-12-26T21:01:00.006+08:00

Spm officially ended on 2oth, what have you guys did after that day ?

I am always awake at eight am. I have to :/ Some days were for driving class, some days were for working, some days were for shopping. Last week, my daddy's side family came Kl for holiday. We actually met at Genting. We went Genting on 19th, went shopping and then singk in the night from 9pm to 3am :D Good thing that I wasnt fully drunk. Really had fun =)

2010-12-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

2010-12-17T22:59:00.004+08:00

Things have just gone way too fast for me. I dont know whether I can handle them or not. I dont even think I can manage upcoming things well. I'm just too afraid. I'm scared. It's like, I couldnt accept the fact that I am growing up and needed to face the real world. Okay, now I'm sad. I should have hope to stay in school forever. Some things just do not give me much time to think before I make a decision. I need to asked myself every second every minute 'what should I do, what should I do' . There arent anyone to help me with these. Sometimes I might get clueless, aimless. I cried for the time to stop, but it refused to wait for me. Nan, jingjja eoteokke mollayo. Nan dulyeowo. Naega ulgoshipeo.

I was cleaning the dishes. Looking at the food I cooked and just how long I've been waiting for her coming back and have her dinner. In the end, sobbing all the way was not what I expected.

Getting updated by seeing how happy their life is written in their blog/facebook or whatever. I hate when they say something about 'fourfourfour'. All I heard was just 'the four of us, fourfourfour !' This is seriously making me an EXTRA feeling that yes, I am the EXTRA one, the numberFIVE. You know I always love you guys and it hurts me so much when I see you guys couldnt even mention about me as if it's better if I leave. Perhaps it's true. Maybe things would get better and even healthier when I'm gone. Yes, perhaps I should have done that earlier, or shouldnt even start the bond with you guys. I made me a mistake I guess.

2010-12-17T16:24:00.004+08:00

Finally watched Rapunzel last Tuesday. It was nice and funny but not enough to make me wanna watch the second time like what my sis and cousin did. Aahh, my childhood fairytale ~

Secondly, I finished watching He's Beautiful which I've been delaying it since beginning of the year. I never knew it was such a nice drama, thanks to Amir. I like Yong Hwa in the drama, but not Yong Hwa in CnBlue xD

Next one, coming up Personal Taste. Hmm, perhaps gonna finish it next week ? Abit tired and busy this week. Thank god I can enjoy again after tomorrow ! :D

I really miss my friends. It's not like we can meet each other whenever we want or have a fixed date. There's no more school as the reason for us to meet.. I guessed, bogoshipo is the only reason why we meet... Watching back those drama makes me back to emotional again =.= I started my driving class already. Five hours is used, left one more classes to go. Hwaiting !

慢慢等

2010-12-10T11:33:00.002+08:00

Yay ! Say byebye to SPM !

Time flies, I just finish my exam two days ago.

Time flies, my study table is no longer full messed with books and papers.

Time flies, I dont know when will I step back into the school.

Time flies, I just found a job yesterday.

Time flies, I started working next week.

Time flies, I'm learning driving next week.

Time flies, I missed alot of entertainment stuff.

Time flies, I didnt notice Christmas is coming soon.

Time flies, December is reaching to the end.

Time flies, my December is fully loaded already.

Time flies, January is just around the corner.

Time flies, another new year 2011 coming soon.

Time flies, there's no more static day that I could meet who I want to meet.

Time flies, I will be facing the real world and new experience.

你终究占据了我的心房
我终于知道什么叫做疯狂
因为你我不再怕黑暗
想着你让我更加勇敢
你说你害怕曾经受过的伤
过去发生的情节让你迷惘
害怕重演在你身上
却步让你失去了方向
或许我没资格说什么(有谁不会害怕呢)
但我知道我会愿意等(你相信我的时候)

我会慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等
慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等等上线的铃声
慢慢等等到我都睡着了
耐心等只为了心动那一刻
慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等
慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等等红灯变绿灯
慢慢等当你突然觉得冷
　我会握着温暖在在这里等着
　

　你说你害怕曾经受过的伤
过去发生的情节让你迷惘
　害怕重演在你身上
却步让你失去了方向
　或许我没资格说什么(有谁不会害怕呢)
　但我知道我会愿意等(你相信我的时候)
　

我会慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等
　慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等等上线的铃声
　慢慢等等到我都睡着了
耐心等只为了心动那一刻
　慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等
　慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等等红灯变绿灯
　慢慢等当你突然觉得冷
　我会握着温暖在在这里

　慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等
　慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等等上线的铃声
慢慢等等到我都睡着了
　耐心等只为了心动那一刻
　慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等
慢慢等慢慢等慢慢等等红灯变绿灯
　慢慢等当你突然觉得冷
　我会握着温暖在在这里等着

Early Birthday on 27th Nov

2010-12-10T11:18:00.004+08:00

Singapore Part II

2010-12-10T10:50:00.004+08:00

Check The List

2010-11-21T22:26:00.006+08:00

When the exam is near, you know what I hate to hear and answer the most ?
" Hey ! Are you ready ? Hows your preparation ? "
My answer would be usually, " Ahh, fine. Good I think. "

After every papers I did, you know what I hate to hear and answer the most ?
" Hey ! How's the paper just now ? Okay ah ? Ahh, I bet you did well, you'll score :) "
What the shit ? That sounds like a hypocrite cares about me :/
My answer would be usually.. Nodding or " hahahaha okay la "

When result is out, you know what I hate to hear and answer the most ?
" Hey ! How's your results ? Sure straight a's laa youuu.. "
This is another shit. They're actually hoping that you did not get straight a's.

I know I was the lucky one, to have a vacation before SPM. I never regret for spending five days in Singapore without studying, in fact I think I will if I decide not to follow'em. I feel kinda proud of myself. When I was there, I played as much as I can, enjoyed as much as I can. I never even think abit about the bunch of rubbish, whom-you-know-who-you-are. Well, nothing beats the happiness when you're with your family. I always love my family gathering =)

I requested perfectionist in my life. But I'm not greedy. Life is about growing up and learning stuff, I know. But why do I feel like the earth is turning around but I'm not ?

There's a lot of things catches my eyes lately !! See, these things happen JUST when there is just one day away from my examination. I wanted to watch Harry Potter, The Tangled Tale and Marry me, Mary. I dont wanna miss any tv shows like music bank ! Ughhh.

Basically, I'm not like what you think other people like my age do; struggling last minute, holding history books till fall asleep. Ermmmm.. I did not mention I'll get a's for my every subjects, but I'll try my best. I'll accept whatever it turns out to be. If it says G, I will only need some... airrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr =O Nahh, who say I'm not scare ? Yes I am. I just wanna go in to that hall, sit down, hold the pencil, write my code and ic number on it, open the next page, and SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT !!!! Lol, that's what wars are :) Am I babbling too much ? Haha, let me. Everyone's probably too busy doing their preparations instead of reading my blog. And, this might be the last post I can post up before I start sitting my exam. You'll gotto wait for three weeks for the next post ! Teehee. Good luck to all my friends who are sitting for the SPM =)

A song that I brought back from Singapore ! Hahaha. Fell in love to this song. Toodles ! Good nights ~

Just the way you are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Days in SG =]

2010-11-20T22:30:00.004+08:00

The 23rd.

2010-10-28T10:29:00.009+08:00

Congratulations ~~ And celebrations ~~ There the song played again and again.

The day before, besties came over to my place to play dressing up :P Liwei supposedly to stay overnight at my place, but due to some obstacles, I slept alone that night. Lol. We were told to be in school before seven. That morning, I woke up at 5.30am. Got ready at 6.10am and mum dropped me at Liwei's house :) Waaa, finally get to see the little Betty ~~ =) We both reached school ten minutes before seven. There were lots of people already gathered. Some kind of feeling.. Weird. Cuz all were in baju kurung :/ And there we met other besties ~ Less than five minutes we stood there, we were told to get in to the bus. Buses were arranged according to classes. And off we headed to Putrajaya ~

From left; Michelle, Enyi and Inez.

Teacher said we'll reach around 30 minutes, so supposed to reach at around 7.30am. In the end.. We reached at around 8.20 == At first Mdarling texts me, telling that her bus got lost. She was in the first bus. And then my bus got lost too =.= When we arrived, we were the only left :/ I heard that if we were late for another minute, the whole ceremony will go on without us. We have to rushed up to where we supposed to gather after the registration at the lobby. When we got up, everyone had their graduation robe on.

This is the stage. The ceremony started off with prayers and then speeches. It was kinda bored. Well, who wouldnt get bored with the speeches. Lol. And in the auditorium was cold ;/ The students involved were divided into two sessions; I was in the first session :)

Here I am ! Lining up :P I was seriously nervous but trying to act cool as of nothing I was afraid of xD Hahahaha. I went up the stairs, and waited for my name to be called. As I was walking towards Tan Sri, automatically, I smiled and the happiness in me just grew in sudden ! x) And there, I was smiling at him and the cameras =)

After everyone received a booklet from Tan Sri, we spent time to take pictures.

Michelle and Farahsyg =)

From left; Amirah, Farahsyg and Michelle.

From left; Michelle, Mdarling and Liwei.

From left; Jean, Inez, Mdarling, Michelle, Liwei and Enyi.

Michelle and Liwei =)

Michelle and Edwin =)

This guy aaaa... Got 8 a's in his recent trials =.= Lol

Very familiar ? Haha. When I looked at this picture, I realized how much I miss the four of us working together.

From left; Abdul, Naurah, Pn Shanti, Michelle and Jerry.

Michelle and Syaza, the maknae(youngest) in our class =)

Michelle and Arvind, the all time buddy =)

Michelle and Mr Chok =)

On the way home lurh ~

Reached school at around one pm. Went lodging at Liwei's house and had sister-to-sister talk :)

It wasn't just about the results or my pretty face or whatever. It's the matter of I'm graduating high school, the school I've been there since 2006, I grew up there for the last five years.

Photos thanks to Aisar, Mdarling, Inez and Enyi.

An Early Sunday ~

2010-10-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

Another early wake up for me on Sunday. Like I said my tuition finished, but today.. I decided to attend the other six hours L license class. That means, I'll be getting my L in a week or two more =) Wonder how did I went through the six hours ? As usual, BORED ! We were not allow to sleep. Ughh. And there's this guy quite annoys me. He looks abit nerdy and goody2 boy type and have normal looks with specs, tall and thin. I actually thought he was, but not anymore after I heard vulgar words from his mouth. And at there, he did actually trying to get to know this girl, which turns out the girl wont give a damn at him. He failed getting to know this girl. The next thing I knew was, he had a girlfriend =.= He doesnt even put his girlfriend in the first place or even bother letting her know what he did. And even blamed his girlfriend while denying his faults to cheat on his girlfriend. I just heard, he sat behind me. What a bastard. Go to hell. At the very last minute before it was my turn to log out from the room, he asked me whether I was from girl school or what. I said no. SK ? Err.. Yeah, how'd you know ? Why do you think I'm from girl school ? Because you look familiar. And then my name was called, I just went off.

Graduation Day

2010-10-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

Some moments in life must be bookmarked. Graduated :)

I am happy because I just attended my graduation ceremony yesterday. It was at the Auditorium Parcel D in Putrajaya. There're quite many things and people whom made my day. I was like everyone else, nervous before getting up the stage. In addition, the auditorium was cold. But somehow I managed to smile all the way up on the stage. I dont know, I'm just too happy and I want it to be a memorable day. And yes it did :) Gammarians' gave me grown up feelings. They're all dressed up smartly and beautifully. The best students among the formfive and uppersix were Jasleen and Kevin :) Overall, it was a really happy and memorable day for me. Very.

More photos coming up soon :)

2010-10-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

只要你站在我身边
我的眼里会看不到全世界
而你的眼睛是深渊
那充满侵略的惊鸿一瞥
曾经爱的坦诚毫无保留到胆怯
胆怯敌不过对你的不舍和眷恋

我知道我们不会有结果
我还是扑了火
为一线可能的幸福执着
对你来说我也只是路过
点燃烟火
短暂的灿烂的最爱的不是我

也许说太多是因为怕错过
可惜你并不怕错过我
知道我和你不会有结果

2010-10-19T20:44:00.002+08:00

People usually change for two reasons - it's either they've learnt a lot that they want to change.

OR they've been hurt a lot that they need to change..

Bye Bye ~

2010-10-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

A Sushi King day with besties ~

The so called last duty of the year of the day :P

Byebye kasturi x)

My Very Own

2010-10-15T21:10:00.002+08:00

It was so sweet and nice of you for calling me :)
The moment I got your call, was the moment I thought I actually still have someone who cares for me.

For now, there's nothing I need to care or even bother other than my future. I can't deny that I wanted you in my future so much that I actually do. But, some things just can't be force, I have to let go somehow, accept what I saw by my own eyes, what I heard by my own ears. And hell yeah, I'm a strong girl !

Meow ~

2010-10-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

Just visited a former friend's facebook profile. A married eighteen with a newborn baby girl, I somewhat could feel she's the happiest person in the world :) Right, I really want to blurt something out at here. Nowadays it's quite hard to blog things here really. Hmm. Should I take a month away here ? Haha. Was just helping a friend of mine in his presentation stuff. He's gonna tell about dogs, better than cats perhaps ? Haha. But I prefer cats, ' say sorry to cat ~ ' right Aaron ? :P Anyway, good luck for him ! My school is having a graduation day next week. Due to my attire problem, I can actually change my mind of not going to the event =.= I know most of the people around me are having the same problem.

I just want to call him the dumbass. But at the same time I feel stupid. I'll get over it soon.

Cracking Something Out

2010-10-10T14:18:00.003+08:00

Finally trials' over. Do you know what does that means ? It means, SPM is near :/
I kinda screwed my Physics and Chemistry :( But, never mind. That's not the thing I should be worry about now. And guess some people had already seen my facebook status, I can't believe that I did actually wrote SODIUM as my name on my Chemistry paper. It was such a hilarious. I did noticed it, not that I pass up my exam paper with the SODIUM name. Lol :P

Today is 10/10/10. I never thought it could be anything special or to do with this date. I am never really care about the numbers on the dates. It's just A DAY ! Duhh. This morning, I was walking to Kasturi as usual. There was this young man, wearing white shirt and black pants. He was kinda look like rushing. I thought he must have late for work and now he's getting back somewhere to take something that he had left. In that house, there were few beautiful expensive cars. And another few young men were standing outside too. They looked smart and handsome. The next thing, I knew what's happening. There was a car, only the car, decorated with laces ;) Aww ~ And I knew today would be their special day. At that moment, I started to feel it's quite important to make today a nice day ~

One more week to go before my tuition ends ! Of course I can't wait ! Because I don't have to wake up so damn early in the morning on SUNDAY !! But will be missing Inba also.

OBvious

2010-10-08T23:36:00.001+08:00

We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby

You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are

I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

I've heard you talk about
(Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me
But everytime I ask you out
(Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no

And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone

I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
Yeah...

You are my very first thought in the morning

And my last at nightfall

You are the love that came without warning

I need you, I want you to know

I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it
(I've crushed on you so long)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see

But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song

Joahaeyo =)

2010-10-03T17:07:00.001+08:00

Like Me

2010-10-02T01:07:00.005+08:00

Mid-Autumn's Day, to me, nothing special.

But just at least give me the sound of children running around, playing lanterns and candles.

But that night, no one was playing at the car porch.

No lanterns, no candles light up.

What a quiet night ~~

The children played lanterns and candles one week before the exact day.

And when it comes to the day, no one is playing =.=

Went to Grand Millenium Hotel, opposite Pavillion.

Attended neighbours' twin baby full moon :)

I met a guy there. Ice-cream would make me think of him.

Hahaha. Anyway, I had a good dinner there.

I uploaded quite a number of pictures, hope you guys wont mind, especially my pictures :P

You know what, you gotto stare at these pictures as long as you can. Cause you wont be seeing these any longer.
Muahahahaha.

Went to saloon on the other day to trim my hair.

In the end, decided to cut short instead of just trim :D

JENGJENGJENG ~~

Thanks for all the compliments :)

I like it. And to those who thinks the other way, ermm, it's my hair okay ? :P To be honest, I dont have feelings for my used-to-be-long-hair hair already. And I think it's much more relaxing that I dont need to tie my hair to school everydayyy, it does save alot of time during the morning :P

I never try to imagine myself falling for younger guys :O

When you think you're alone, yes, you are alone. When you already get used to it, it's kinda comfortable, and you even don't think there's a need of sympathy from anyone.

2010-09-22T20:09:00.003+08:00

I'll be facing twenty-two papers within two weeks plus.

And so, will might be leaving internet world for those time.

Sadly, I will be missing a lot of kpop updates :(

Where did my feelings go ?

A Better Day

2010-09-16T14:51:00.003+08:00

Yes, that's right !

All you have to do is to give a little effort !

You're gonna make a little changes, and then there'll be a difference.

Another thing is, unnecessary things will be put aside.

Place the focus on present things.

You could get yourself busy, that's why you have no time for love.

And do what you can do with what you have now.

No one will cares on what you care.

You are all on your own.

Happy Malaysia Day :)

I went to take my undang test yesterday. What had gotten me nervous was that stupid fat lady. She sounded like she has been dumped. But I dont even think she has one. Went in to terminal six and sat there for twenty minutes. Last click; results came out and I got 48 over 50 ! ;D I quickly grabbed my bag and ran off from that place. Today was good compare to the five-hours-class. I get to go home early. Wenying just texted me on the right time, hahaha. Went to breakfast with Weiling after that ~~ As usual, chitchat-ing around one hour plus. Then went back home. Thanks to Weiling again, I got trials timetable finally. I do like early plannings. Two days ago, I had SJ in my dream. It's lovely of course, I get to see them so near ! Especially Leeteuk xD Omo, I just can't wait for them to come Malaysia. Please do T_T Ahh, I just got to know Jinon is the leader of F.Cuz o.O Great ;) Mum is online watching Takgu, and I have to wait for Kbs =.=''

On Days I Missed You :)

2010-09-11T23:21:00.006+08:00

` Getting myself a sapphire blue shirt for SS3 :D

` Buying a cap to SS3 as well. Two perhaps ? :P

` Settle my undang within these holidays.

` Supernova performed 'On Days That I Missed You' in mb is cool :)

` Went night shopping at Sgwang today.

` I want to eat McDonalds now.

` Wanted to watch Piranha.

` Can't wait for the trials.

` This is interesting.

` Tired of waiting.

` End of post.

Breakneck

2010-09-09T02:11:00.004+08:00

Models' life is good, they got to wear various type of clothes, nice one, glamour one, sexayy one. And they got to meet various type of peoples, got to visit various type of places ~ Haha, that's cool isn't it ? But what's exactly the real reason of doing this job ?

At least I did some studies today. I couldnt sleep last night until four in the morning. It was really hard to sleep. Whatha bout tonight ? Perhaps I really have to get this thing out of my mind. Or else, I don't know how long will this thing drag me. And I'm afraid I might fall deeply beyond the deadly line, where it isnt suppose to be. History isnt suppose to repeat, remember ?

Nevermind, Michelle.

No matter what happens, just look through your phone.

There're surely something that could make you smile, always.

Because 'they' are always with you.

Make me dream of you again. possible ?

2010-09-06T02:11:00.000+08:00

Like fire and rain,
You can drive me insane

2010-09-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

I guess I just need somebody to watch over me.

Last weekend, I didnt turn up for the History Seminar. Opps. And went to badminton instead at the evening eight till ten. I met Hilary, and we were the only girls there. This time was fun, because there's Kaechun and the gang, someone I know :)

I ran on a challenge with AmirA last Sunday. We weren't allow to online for a week. And yesterday was the due date xD Online habis-habisan. Haha. However, as usual, things I wont want to see, always happen. Luckily there's still one thing that manage to make me smile, always do =)

I registered and attend undang class today, for five hours. Feel bad for skipping Inba's class :( I waited from 7.30 in the morning and the talk started at 9.30. Had break at eleven. But I just dont feel like eating there. I wanna go home :( I had nothing in to my stomach for the whole day. Around three, I reached home, how nice would it be if there's some dishes on the dining table and warm cooked rice awaits me. But it turns out nothing on it =.= Moodless, I went to my room and took a nap. And finally mum wakes me up and went to dw had dinner. My so called fasting day also =) HAHA

I watched Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam just now. I've missed the first show which was yesterday. I was quite sad because I've been waiting for it and even marked it on my calendar in case I forget. And never thought it'll repeat today. In case you think I'm a diehardfan of camprock, NO, I'M NOT :) But their songs and musics are good. It's good to hear from the Jonas Brothers again. I miss their voices very much ~

Jinon is cute ! I like him since I saw him showing in Dream Team x)
I cant find any nice pics of him in google. I'll post up when I find one, HEE

Right, NEED SLEEP. Tmr breakfast with Weiling ? Toodles ! ;D

Still Him =)

2010-09-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

Daebak ! :D

Barbaque Day With Gammarians :)

2010-09-05T23:35:00.004+08:00

31st August

I had fun :)

2010-09-05T00:41:00.003+08:00

Love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who dont.

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.

It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

The worst part of life is waiting.

The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for.

[ Are you the worth one ? ]

The happiness you give makes you more happy than the happiness you receive.

Gift Of A Friend :)

2010-08-26T19:41:00.000+08:00

Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change
Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend
The Gift of a Friend

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone toCount On
Someone Who Cares
Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everythings bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend

And When your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You , You Feel All Alone
When You Don't Know Which Way To Go
And There's No signs Leading You home
You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe In
When You Believe In
When you Believe
The Gift of A Friend

2010-08-24T14:57:00.003+08:00

Sleep is the best meditation

A smile is the best lighting system of the face,

the best cooling system of the head,

and the best warming system of the heart.

2010-08-16T16:17:00.003+08:00

Ahhh !

Remind me again why am I going to school ?!

My Updates :)

2010-08-14T16:20:00.003+08:00

I know I blog lesser and lesser nowadays. But I dont mind of my blog's counter visitors =)
Few previous posts were about the event I had. And I wanted to blog about my current life so much for so long. And here's one, finally I could do. About my studies, most of the subjects had finished syllabus. So in this whole month of August, we'll be having 'bengkelS', ceramah and all that. I felt abit free but somehow lazy to go school because of those things =.=

I know it's abit too late to post this, but I wanted to just say 'Happy Birthday' to Mr Chok; 4Th August. It's not that I didnt wish him or wtv, just that I missed by saying it on my blog. Haha.

I had study group with Faisal and Amir on last Tuesday. We ate for the whole time we studied :P After studying, the boys had their few mins of basketball before going home ~

Arvind wanted to watch Hanazakarino so much at Amir's house, and pulling me over there saying that he doesnt want to be alone in the house with Amir =.= Lols. So once upon an after school, we walked to his house. He spent the whole evening watching his Hanazakarino after some HOTNESS recommendation music videos, while I 'forced' Amir to watch 'Intimate Note with Super Junior' =) We ended up laughing so hard that I really got my stomach exercise too much :/ And never forget, happy birthday to my beloved Shanjiejie :)

On the same day, I baked muffins during the evening. Since I've promised my little cousin to make some food together, so I decided to bake muffins instead of sushi x) The next day was Weiling's birthday ! Haha, I brought some muffins for her in school :) Happy Birthday !

Today is Saturday ~ And guess what, I woke up at nine in the morning ! Lols. At least there's something good I did in the morning, revision :)))) HAHA. As usual, I had Freddy's class at twelve. Met Wen Ying ~ Thanks for the notes btw ! Teehee =D

Lastly;

Happy celebrating Ramadhan month to all my Muslims' friends =)

Currently watching Baker King Kim Tak Gu on kbs :D

Our Last Chance To Be On Stage Together

2010-08-13T22:36:00.015+08:00

7Th August; I cant sleep well :/I woke up after every hour doee. And finally got up at 8am. Lols. And then waited for Farahsyg. I wore the-ready-dress and at around eleven, she arrived. We both walked to CK One saloon nearby my house. We're going to set up our hair =) We've talked about this ever since last year. Hahaha. Finally. Mine was done around 30 minutes and hers.... Mygawd. One hour I think, due to the length. We both were done at around one. We werent going there by school bus anyway. So we should just take our time ^_^ Thanks to her mum for fetching us there; Palace Of The Golden Horses. Yes, we're doing at the same place like last year. Management was under Tou Nam's batch and new lower six. Hmm, I'll just have to say that I still love and misses the way how my batch managed the feast last year. Especially with Alvy, Jerry and Farahsyg that time. As usual, the seniors will have perarakan. Four of us will be holding candles while walking in to the place and we'll be lighting up the other candles in a bowl of water. After speeches, as usual, EAT ! Followed by performances from juniors ^_^ There were four to five of'em. But games werent that nice, maybe it's less. Emcee are doing a good job :) And then, there it goes, OUR performance ~ We sang two songs. First; Seasons In The Sun followed by At The Beginning. During my solo part, they were all quite excited after the first song, and I couldnt hear my own voice tho :/ Haha. Somehow it was the best moment on the stage with them.

This is Kevin; enjoying his food :)

Arvind, whom hardly said Im pretty, finally praised me Gorgeous on that day.
Haha. Thanks, Arvind =)

Love this pic :)

This is Aisar :)

This is Zian Lim, the good guy :)

Me and Sweetie ~

Mic; Nikdeanna; Farahsyg; Naurah

Puan Shanti and I ~

Alvy !! =D

This is Abdul =)

My not-that-lucky code; Tweety Bird. Haha.

Several pictures and videos credited to Wan Syafiqah and Yohaniess.

Camera credited to LiWei :)

My YangYang's Day =)

2010-08-01T23:33:00.006+08:00

27th July ~

Lucifer

2010-07-30T18:08:00.003+08:00

Her Whisper Is The Lucifer ...

2010-07-29T14:33:00.003+08:00

PROBLEMS

SAD

MOODY

EATEATEAT

CHOCOLATES

SMILES :)

HAPPY

ADDICTED

NOSE BLEED

SICK :\

MEDICINE

YUCKIE :\

Simply Because I Love

2010-07-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

15Th July;
Right, what was the only thing I was happy today ? I got SJ's poster from Weiling =) Thankyou very much. Other things just made me feel like killing someone or I'll just die first before them. Reason is because it's killing me !

18Th July;
It was a difficult last week I've been through. I had lots of things being stuffed to me. It was terrible. Well, maybe not that so. First, I was out of my mind. Second, I was too tired. Mentally tired. I might be taking things too serious or.. I care things too much ? I misunderstood people, I blamed the wrong people, I gave the innocents hard time and I gave myself hard times. I am so in a negative minded throughout the week. Some sort of stupid stuff I've been thinking to do at that moment. I realised I behaved quite badly within the week. Lots of apologised. Especially to sweetie. I've no idea why did I acted like that. Kay, let's talk about other stuff. I'm quite worry tho. Not as simple as only two plates of chicken rice. I bought few bars of chocolates every weekends and ate it within an hour :\ Every weekends in this month. Right, I have to stop. STOP. I've got to save money T_T No McDonald's. No chocolates. But they make me smile =) LOL.
On 15th July, everyone was talking about the latest topic; National Service. Wondering if I got or not ? Lol. On 12.30 midnight, I texted'em. They asked me to check again on nine morning. At the stroke of nine, classmates began to get nervous. Arvind desperately found a teacher to do him a favour. I did not do anything. Perhaps, I was too afraid to know what did I get. Frankly, I want it. I wanted it so much more than I hate it. And the results was, my IC number is not in the list. Was kinda disappointed. Haha. But never mind. At least now I can continue drafting my plan, no need to worry about the three months and the clashing date with Super Junior Super Show Three :)

Next thing, prefect's annual party. I'll do the best on what I can do. It's my last year. It's our last chance to be on stage and to things together ~

I spent my both weekends going out besides tuition. On Saturday evening, I followed sis to Bon Odori. I expect some fun there. But the crowds were like oh-my-god. Luckily Aaron and Amirs dint join. Haha. In an hour, we don't get much thing from there and decided to head back. Went back home at twelve after dinner/supper at Btho Mcd. Sunday morning, tuition with Mr Inba, I sat beside this guy. And that was the place where I usually sit. He's really good in Addmath. But during Physics, he was leaning his head to the wall, so did I. Looking at the whiteboard, suddenly I felt his head was kinda.. bending towards my side. I thought he was trying to see in front. But then after that, I noticed he was actually nearly fall asleep. Haha. During the two class, we never have eye-contact or even talk to each other. But I feel like laughing again thinking about I looked over at his paper to check if my answers and his were the same or not and he'll peek over at my paper and wrote what I did, he didnt. At form4's class, Arvind and Amirhakim both were absent. Maybe they had too much of fun in Kem-It-Right ^_^ After tuition, mum brought us to LowYat to get dad's thing. I was in the heels, which I've never wear it out before except in my house. But, I put it back and grabbed my wedges instead. For me, wedges is much stable, of course =D I just dont feel confident in those. Think I should change my mind on wearing those to prefect's party ? Hmm.

Oh ya, before I forget about this. I had this weird dream. But it was kinda sweet also lah. Just that.. Why him ? Lol. And in addition, I met Ryeowook in my dream ! xD I TALKED to him in my dream ! It was so real ! LOL. I'm not sure hows our conversation like. But still, we talked ! Hahaha.

I'm learning to let go people who doesn't worth for my care and love. I know what changes I had from my previous life. It's tiring to just go around and simply ask for updates from friends. You dont tell because you dont trust, maybe. Supposedly I have to be sad, but.. For the sake of our friendships, I sacrificed.

* I got lots more to say, but I got to go.

2010-07-16T18:29:00.001+08:00

Xavier Samuel <3

2010-07-09T20:39:00.001+08:00

Leeteuk says " Kangin ah ! Bogoshipoyo ! "

* Awww *

No left and right

2010-07-09T12:06:00.003+08:00

Oh this post is supposed to be post earlier. But I just got stuck with two random blogs. Hmm, random ? Not really. And, oh well, they're just simply sweet. He might have chosen the right path. And, I should not think the what ifs. And I just simply got adored with his girlfriend (=

I bet I'm gaining weight this month ! I ate ALOT. Three common meals in a day. Usually I'll skip either one; breakfast or lunch or dinner. If I had my breakfast in school, usually I wont be taking my lunch. But not yesterday : For breakfast; during recess in school, I ate two plates of chicken rice. It's TWO. Lol. And then, I got really fulled. Backed home, I took my lunch. And then, followed by my dinner ! Lols. never mind, at least I did something on Wednesday. Guess what. I went for an evening jog :P Accompanied by two Amirs (= And, it was really bad when it comes to jog, to me. And in addition, it was raining by that time. When its getting heavier, we stopped walking. And then decided to go have some fish cakes. My favourite x)

Yesterday I spent the whole day infront of the desktop. Hmm, let me recall what did I do. Watching No Other video.. HUH video.. and chatting stuffs. So I didn't take my nap. At night, after finish mty ( yumyum ~ ), decided to do my addmath homework. Got frustrated and closed the book. Got on my bed, planned to read Can You Keep A Secret. I managed to take a look at my phone before I fall asleep. It was only ten =.=" Mr Chok replied my message at eleven thirty, and so did Panda. I was awake at around three, I think. And another time at 6.51am. And then lastly, at around nine. Wow, that was a nice sleep. Oh ya, I hurted my both side neck around the joint to the shoulder. Both side TT. I guess this happen when I was practising HUH. Zzzz

Today did not attend school for some reasons. So stay at home finishing addmath project. My sis just left home to Ipoh for few days. Dad asked why didnt I follow. I don't know. * Eating chicken rice :P *

Gonna watch no other in MB today !

* Listening to At The Beginning With You *

No Other

2010-07-08T14:11:00.009+08:00

We came on the same road, we are just like each other,

how surprising, how thankful, it’s just love

There’s no one like you :)

Guys should watch this MV
11 Ways to make a Girl Fall In Love:
Tie their shoelace
Be nice to kids
Wash the girl's car
Give them roses
Willing to wait
Know's how to write a letter(old-fashion way is still the best)
Sing a song
Knows how to dance
Complete a 1,000 pcs puzzle ALONE
Take a picture of all things in Heart Shape
Propose in a Cool Way

( Hahaha, found this in one of the comments )

A Week's Post

2010-07-06T14:41:00.001+08:00

I slept at four thirty on Friday night; 2Nd July !

I went off lined at two act, planning to sleep already. But ended up chatting with jie until four =.= The next day; 3Rd July, if it wasn't my phone vibrated, I don't think I'll wake up that early :\ I checked out the incoming message in my phone, and left it there and continued lying on my bed. And then, I went to peek at it again. I saw 12.12. I bounced up from my bed immediately. I thought my phone sot2 already. So I went downstairs and my clock was really stroked at twelve. Hahaha. Hurray, don't need to go for Biology class. I wasn't that happy actually. Haha. Never mind, I went to get ready myself. I still have Chemistry class at one. Reached there, saw Wen Ying sitting outside of the class ~ Haha, he's absent for Biology's class too because he went for driving lesson ~

The next morning; 4Th July.

Like usual, Inba's class. Arvind ponteng again =.= But he texts me after form5's class. He said he's coming to form4's class. As we're having our break before form4's class starts, pass by 7 Eleven. I saw a guy standing at the counter paying for .. some sort of thing. Haha. It was Amir Hakim aka Box ! He's going for form4's class in ptk too x) And then we three sat together. Today's addmath class was really funny :) Hahaha. Backed home, decided to finish up English homework. And.. Ended up taking nap whole day. Night time, watched 谈情说案 ~ Really nice drama man ;) And then watched a little of The Proposal before went to bed.

Morning, Monday; 5Th July :)

Although I never hates Monday. But I was pretty down yesterday. Tired perhaps ? But still enjoyed talking during the last period of class. [What ? Watch porns ?] Haha. After school, hung out with Weiling ~ Being a good girl yesterday night :)

Tuesday today; 6Th July.

" You are really something today. There's a huge difference between today and yesterday in you. He made changes on you uh. "

" Oh really ? O.o "

I can't really recall what I wanted to write now, anything else I've left, will added later then.

No Other

2010-07-02T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today gone out with AmirA. Decided to have some sushi at Mahkota Cheras :D We were so full after that, like usual, the rice would make us full :\ After Sushi King, we went for a walk around in the Jusco. And then went to visit Petshop there :P Seriously, the pups there were so cute ! There were few toy poodles, which I think it's quite trendy =.= And there was also a pomeranian ! Hmm. After that, went to Mahkota Walk. It's been a long time since I lepak at the lake. Still remember I used to spent my tanglung festival day at there. Haha. One more thing, the number of tortoise increases and fishes started jumping out from the lake, which made me and Amir had numerous question marks on our heads. Anyway, I missed that place.

Today's Music Bank was hilarious ! SJ's back with their new song after their previous last Bonamana performance in mb. Their new song; No Other. Although I did watched it in the television, but then I still have to watch it in youtube over and over again. Because I'm too hyper for them already. I watched their dance teaser the day before they performed this. I was so excited :D And I'm so happy that they're back with their smiles ! =D

Neomu A A A A Apae

2010-07-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

It's July ~ Things started getting packed. School things, homework, rushing syllabus. I can't wait for a rest sessions so that I can peacefully focus on my studies. In this week, I've been having things to do after school for three days. On Tuesday, was to interview the LowerSix whom are interested in becoming prefects. On Wednesday, as usual, ELS. On Thursday; today, we had spotcheck mission with afternoon session prefects. Everything went well as planned =) Well done. Next thing, Cinderella's Stepsister ended already. Too sad because I know I'll be missing it ~

I had no idea why would I did that. It's actually hard to fake all my expressions in front of you. I do not know what to response. I do not know what to answer you. I don't even know what should I do. Hajiman, I just sat by and listened. When I was supposed to smile at what you said, I smiled numbly. When I was supposed to praise the character you're talking about, I praised without being honest. It was hard to stay right there, I almost request to leave. But I wanted to stay. Pressing my chest trying to tell my heart to beat softly. But behind it, I was pressing my chest once again, because it was really hurt. Can I have tears because I'm happy ? Can I cry because you are happy with what you have now ? Jaebal, let me call it tears of joy. Miane. I heard you said she's your everything. Geurigo, negah ulgo. Na eotteoke mollayo. Jingjja apaeyo. Alayo ? Perhaps, I shouldn't have mind all these. Time flows rapidly and it never waits. I know it's kinda stupid me, but I just couldn't sit down quietly and find the solving ways. The only solving way I found was just to follow the flow from what I think it's right.

My three darlings had gone for a school trip to Kelantan, wish safety for them and have fun !

Waiting For ...

2010-06-28T17:01:00.002+08:00

` Bestie's coming birthday ~ * Evilsmile*

` Prefect's Annual Party

` Graduation Day

It's One-Five-Oh ~

2010-06-25T21:44:00.002+08:00

To be honest, I'm getting bored infront of the desktop. Sometimes I just face it because of habits. And and, around 150 more days to go before I start my war. I'm getting a heavy brain. I was just thinking something nice just now. When can I start to have the habit of exercising everyday ? ( Jogging perhaps ? kekeke ) If I have decided when to start, I would have also start to seriously facing real books. I'm telling myself, it's just another 150 days. I'll just have to do it for 150 days only. But, by looking at the numbers one-five-oh, it's .. speechless.

Do someone get into a relationship because they say that they're having a bored life ? Oh please. Life has so much things to do. I dont say life is bored. Never. I will only say MY DAY. If you can see how long a person can live, and you know how long you can live, I'm sure you will desperately finding something to do before you leave to the other world. To prevent myself saying that life is bored, I'll keep finding interesting or new things to do or get into my life. Getting into a relationship is an exception. Example, yesterday, I've signed a contract with my three other classmates. Contract which my sis; studying law, told me that it's legal. The contract is about four of us making our promise for the sake of improving our result in coming examination. Contract is to make sure we dont break our promise. It could probably sounded abit childish, but what matters is the benefits bringing to us. And I do not join because I wanted to compete/fight. I joined because it's something refreshing and could boost up strength and it's us :)

Interesting thing I did for this week, I cried for SJ. Which I dont think I'll have to explain it. I think I might have fallen deeply in love with them. As for next week, I can say that it's another busy week. Busy week as in not getting home before two after school. There're currently two days which are already reserved. Mrs Saminder was asking me to the Kelantan trip. I know I wont get to go. Therefore, I dont give it a try. I tried to talk about this to mum instead of ASKING the permission to go. Lols. And she ended up telling me; It's not my problem, your dad is the one who dont let. Ahh ~ Nevermind. I dont get to attend my beloved cousin's wedding on this Nov, and so, what is Kelantan ? I'm not desperately going there anyway. Kelantan wont go away from me.

* Currently drafting on what to do, what to learn and where to go after SPM.
* Currently there's three things I'm excited for; NS namelists, Prefects Annual Party and Graduation Day.